Never Say Never!!

Hello Loves!

So if you are a Justin Bieber fan you prob know whats coming! I went to go see Never Say Never today! It's Justin Bieber's documentary movie. What an inspiring movie! Really! It made me want to go and reach for my dreams of becoming an actress which I'm going to do! I'm practicing more monologues to film for youtube and just practicing acting I guess! I'm going to talk to my agent about this cause I really want to become an actress on Disney channel or Nickelodeon or anything really! haha!
I totally resprect Justin Bieber! I think he's an amazing person! and he's looks like he would be so nice! Selena Gomez is so lucky to be dating him! Im so jealous! haha! Even though I'm taller then JB...oh well haha! Height shouldn't play into the fact that I love him and his songs haha! After I went to that I went to my Uncle's house for his birthday but after the movies I was so tired! I really just want to go to bed :/ on the bright side I finished knitting my first scarf! yey! :D I'm knitting scarfs for a women's shelter in my state :) But it might take a while :/ I'll do it though! :D I know I will! Updates on that lay-ta!
Well the nail tutorial that I filmed yesterday should be up tomorrow just in time for Valentines day!!! :D ♥
Going to bed! I need to put together a good outfit to show for tomorrow! I've been in jeans and sweatshirts all week because it's been so cold... :( Goodnight Loves!!

What a day...

Hello Loves!!

Wow! What a day!! Up and down emotions! I went from being so nervous I thought I was going to pee my pants (haha!) to being so inspired to go out for my dreams and Never say Never! :)
I went for my drivers license...I failed...I couldn't parallel park...I didn't have a good start with that or when I got into the car...long story short I was bawling my eyes out because I know how to drive...very good if I do say so myself! But I shouldn't of got myself all worked up about that now that I think of it. Now that I really think of it I made a fool out of myself crying in school! So embarresses...ugh...I guess I was mad because everyone at my school always gets it on the first try. But to be successful you have to try try again! Going through rough patches comes successes I just texted my friend that and now that I think of it thats what I'm going through right now :)
I was upset this whole day because I didn't get my license...there are millions of people out there suffering because they don't have a house, or food, or clean water, or family and I was upset because of a simple thing as a license...that really opened my eyes!
I decided that I'm going to make my ProjectInsideOut channel a charity channel! When/if I get YouTube partner for that channel I'm going to donate all the money I get from it to charity. A different one each month! then I will go and volunteer to help out even more. I've been wanting to do this forever! I need to make a video first! It will be part of my contest video! :D
So I just finished watching the Justin Bieber Premiere with all the celebs on the "Purple carpet" haha! So inspiring once again! I really want to become an actress! Like really really really! I've always wanted to since I was little like 3 years old little haha! I'm going after my dreams! No one is stopping me! Always believe in yourself! Don't watch the stars reach for them. ♥